::end of semester 3~holieday~work!!::

hey bloggers, atlast i got some free time to update my blog,nothing much going on my life,the same daily routine i am going through vryday..currently im an official employee of "Kenanga Investement Bank Berhad",that's the reason why i rarely online nowadays..people often labelled me as "workaholic" which i cant denied..i hate to sit around and do nuthing..i love finding money and spending money as well which result in 0 saving:-)to be honest the job that i am doing right now is not my dream job but i take it as part of my working experience..since i have started working i have some target that need to be achieved*secret i'll never tell*anyway time flies, i already ended my semester 3,just another 1&1/2 year to complete my degree,haih!i have learnt new thing for what had happen...somef the good and bad stuff..hihihih..on the other hand,about my love story, there's no more arguing or fighting between us..the same mutual feeling,living under 1 roof help me to understand each other better...however both of us are now working,so its been a while we dont go out for a date,miss the moment somehow~!

::Saturday::
Wake up at 8am,get ready for an exciting trip..i decided to follow my sis n her boo to putrajaya, there's a climbing competition...i always have an interest to tried climbing,and yesterday i did...:-)we arrived around 9.30am, the comp suppose to start at 9.30am but end up nearly it only started at nearly 10.30am..*janji melayu*there's only 7 team entering the competition..but each team have a high spirit to win..i learned a lot about the sports activities,it was fun..soon the competition over,Hafiz team was announced as the winner*as expected*..he even named his team as" sure win" group,luckily he did win...den we went to port Dickson,since he had to attend a talk there, it was a long journey,and we get lost a few times..and finally we reached our destination around 5.30pm,and the place was sucks..i swear i would never ever choose pd as a place for holiday!!too bad i forgot to snap some pictures,i could only tell it was sucks...we planned to stay there for a night but the place changed our mood..so we decided to go back later that night after the talk..since all of us are starving,we went to look for a place to eat,seriously there's not much place to eat...atlast we found one,too bad the service also sucks..we waited about 1hr to have our dinner...hmmm den after we had our dinner we went straight ahead to the training center,while waiting we just sit in the car playing psp n listening to the ipod..luckily we have those gadget!!we reach home at 2am..wat a long n tiring journey...

h:orange juice 1..
waiter: huh?*weird look on her face*
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a:nasi grg kampung 1.xnk ayam,letak daging
waiter:xboleh!

::sunday::
lovely sunday..i woke up at 12pm,sent him off to work, went back home,cook for our lunch,since i live apart from my mom, i learned to do all the house work by my own,especially cooking..i can proudly said im getting good at it..i cooked mostly everyday,i enjoy cooking!!living on your own, there's lot of thing you learned, from grocery shopping-cooking-cleaning-paying bills-money management and etc...the most important thing is the value of money...u'll understand when u're in my shoes...after had my lunch i do some spring cleaning,which is my weekly routine, i hate to see my room in a big mess,i love my room to be neat and tidy..without any dust on the floor@window..and after done doing my house chores..and here i am..infront of my baby lappy..updating my blog..checking out my fb..update my twitter...

guess that's it for now...be updating again later...

xoxo

::mind disturbed::

hey bloggers, its been a while since my last post, there's no reason for it except i've been busy with my studies,nyway i have no specific reason why i decided to post something tonight, to be honest im so damn lazy to study...wats d reason 4 me to study hard?issit just to pass my exam with flying colors or my future..my instinct telling me dat i w0n't score dis sem,d reason was i cant perform every well for those previous paper..n d coming paper?im too lazy to study!!!book was so boring at d moment..nyway someone just called me and told me my ex-best fren is going to get married soon..how fast "soon" means i just can't really tell...i just think its a rumor though,honestly i just cant seem to process d information cuz i happen to chat with her last month, and she was still with her lovey dovey bf..and suddenly shes getting married with someone else..*haih*can someone get married in such a short week notice?my curiosity tend to rise ere...nyway shes just someone that oi dont want to think abt..but somehow i still care abt her...dats how usual human being will act i guess..nyway that's it for now...i seriously need a major motovation ere to keep myself focus!!!!

xoxo

:: boring update::

hey, today is sit 4 my 2nd final exam paper..seriously it sucks..i can't answer with full confident and im quite upset with it, nyway it already past, so there are no use in regretting it..nyway today something sweet happen to me..i've been craving for waffle n corn in the cup ever since last week, and i tried my luck by asking "a" to buy me one..hmmm surprisingly he agreed...so atlast i get to enjoy both waffle and corn in d cup b4 i go to sit 4 my exam, thanx dude"ur'e so sweet.aarrgghhh.."nyway lately i've been away from my internet facilities,maybe i am too tired to surf d intnt...nyway guess that's it..can't wait for my exam to finish..hahah

xoxo

::Bye-Bye Assignments,Hello Exam!::

hEY, finally i got time for myself, for d last few weeks i was busy doing my tones of assignments,and finally i've completed and hand in all my assignments, yesterday i sit for my bel exam,thank god i managed to answer with confidence..:-)nyway 5 more paper to go,wish me luck k!2 b honest dis sem was even harder than b4,n s usual my self confidence was so low,i just wish i cud pass with flying colors.This week is lyke a hell to me,im quite piss off with my carry mark,it wasn't as what i expected it to be!But i tried to rationalize everything and it is something that i can't change..so let it be!!!By the way, someone told me that my blog is all about "him", i don't know how truth it is,but finally i decided there is no more love story in my blog,except there are really one hot guy that i have a crush on!!hehehee...currently i had an issue with one of my besties,i just hope things are going back to normal again..it made me realized that its better to keep it to urself rather than let it out cuz things are not goin to be same..hurm, life is always complicated,with all the painful struggle that i have to go trough,but that's make life wonderful..hmm,wondering am i goin to have ample time to study?hahaha...k la dats d latest update in my life..c u then...

xoxo

::life is unfair::
Currently im updating using my phone's,n im not inda mood,i just felt life is so unfair...

Question:y does ppl who work do damn fucking hard,dont get ct 4 what she@he did but ppl who don't,get all d ct??

P/s: mood: piss off+frustrated...
Hsh

hey,another update on whats been happening in my life...

::saturday, 3-10-09::

hey,another update on whats been happening in my life..today i woke up damn early,since i have an assignment to do,still i only mange to do 1/4 of it,as been planned before headed to nita's house,got some discussion to do,reach klang at 12.30pm,luckily traffic was x so congested!!today we manage to stay focus for quite a long time,i've been infront of the pc from morn til night,but somehow i'm still able to had my lunch n hi tea,which the reasons y am I so fat!! something happens later that night and it distracted me so much(him)!!so I lost my concentration… I decided to went back home, too bad we don't manage to settle it..on my way back sooo many things happen along d way which make my journey seem loads more fun than i thought and it help me to get rid of him on my mind..nyway i'm caught in d traffic jam in klang,suddenly someone that never crossed my mind call me(unexpected),..i was so surprise,but he just called to catch up on me since its been a while we haven't talked to each other,i awiz knew he had a crush on me,but he neva really showed it, he said something that touched my heart "u uatpe kat klang malam2 ni,dah la sorang,bahaya tau...if i had extra ct i can company u all d way,so i leh tau u reach ur home safely" it feels so right and satisfying when I need that special someone who can care and give me all the attention I need..i smiled along the way but not when he called me..y must he care*damn*..i don’t know why I love the feelings so much,do I take him as a rebound,or do I have the same feeling as him,its been a while I don’t feel like love is in the air..wish I could be certain with my feelings..nyway my mind disturbed,I started to question myself this? am I still with him cuz I love him or am I still with him cuz im afraid to let go the relationship I am having?god please show me the way..nyway we text each other later that night till I fall asleep…zzzzzzz..*wish I could stay awake to chat a lil longer*

::sunday,4-10-09::

this morning I woke up around 10.40, open my lil wardrobe to see what clothes should I’ll be wearing to go to nita open house, nyway I got a few open house to attend to,but my bff is my priority!!atlast I decided to wear my seasoned baju kebaye..hate it so much but insist on wearing it cuz im too lazy to iron..hahahah,I reach klang nearly 2pm,,my classmate has gone back since they are in rush..somehow I still manage to enjoy the food,I ate damn lot k!!all my diet prog just gone..guess I gained another few kg in just one day!!nyway nita packed some food for my lil bro,I felt so ashamed*thx nita*..went back home..nyway felt like texting him,but my ego just stop me,somehow he texted me, “dinner together?i’ll b at laundry bar tonight..” but too bad I have to say no,since I’ve been bombarded with tons of ass!!study has always been my priority*doesn’t sound like me at all*…so now im stuck infront of my pc doing my assignments..that’s d latest update in my life..

current thought : wish i could go to laundry n meet him,take him to look out point,n enjoy d night view of kl..!!

xoxo

::exhausted::

evening bloggers, nyway class has started as usual, i don't know why i felt a huge difference with everyone after raya break? me,myself has changed as well, i don't know why,my mood change every hour*unstable emotion*...currently i have to think of so many things,my head cramped lyke hell..i need to reschedule my time cuz i often delay doing my assignments,which now im running out of time to meet all the dateline which just happen to be around d corner,yet i still recieved a new ass..haih..time passes by just like lrt,final exam is just in few more weeks, i can't really recalled what i've learned dis semester n it freak me out..so i assume this is why everyone is being different than usual..*hyper tension*..guess that's d student's life after all..

p/s: still wondering should i go/x to d beyonce concert...do i have time for it?